Chin Soon

wow its the 3rd day of 2010 already...lets see..ard 10 months and i'll ord..lets go lets go! ...shit man i needa recover my injury soon, its really bugging me budden super mama dun let me go for physio last wed..wtf -.- totally pissed off..hope dis fri she allows =.= ojt ending soon..so now will be either stuck in bunk, do covers, understudy duty all the way..den 2 more months jj ord liao sian..he's my confidante.. one lesser person i guess..there was dis dilemma to whether i shd down pes, but since mj said dat if i wanna stay out shd, but i shdn't cause i'd regret it if i went over..IF i go over that is..-_- considering dis place has no directives =.=

waaa back to start of 2010 anyways..hah went over to drew's place for countdown, den played taboo which i sucked at giving clues on wad is it making the whole game unfun...xD den i figured i'd try to help him install his age of empires 3 budden OMG..i totally overwrite wrong folder :x...hope he's able to install it soon rofl. woo! luckily si en got her license den can fetch me back =P

rawr fy managed to see snow @_@ i'm so gonna go somewhere after ord to see snow xD i totally acting like a gal (A) yeah..dats abt all...i'd try to get a memo first den see hw :D

wow..its been almost 1 week since i'm posted to 30 sce..the place is crappy but ppl are nice man..especially jj and ah ger hahahs, ming jie is weird but he's also nice guy la dunno why others like to make fun of him -.-"

the toilets are terrible..here 5 cubicle only like 2 working nia..somemore is without shower head one -.-... den as i see dem all book out for leave or off..i'm here alone in my bunk with the never ending mosquitos buzzing here and there..waiting to grab a chance to bite me when i'm done knocking myself unconscious(yes i do need to do dat in order to sleep)

Almost every morning reporting to med ctr has been a joy to me since its the only time i'm away from the senior medic rofl..she's kinda scary la though havent scolded me yet (A) den wai keong and wang zhi has been teaching me all the stuffs needed to be a treatment medic..wa i just love it when i learn new things though i hated being a medic from the start..hahas. if i were to be posted there after i down pes wa song..confirm got dem guide me nth can go wrong unless tio sabo-_-||..den today i changed to triage...woo man front line battle between me and senior medic..but lucky got yi da(nice guy but misunderstood by others), redha and idle..hahah idle..wait..i think i spelt wrongly whoops :x teaching me the stuff but LOL..dey kena meh by her today sia..godzilla really =.= they really taught me and i handled stuff a lil different from her la but lucky she accept it..-_-~ phew.. Den now its nights out xD

Wa jj really become model liao teach me hw to dress nicely hahas hope it suits me well sia stripe verticle..rofl..spoke like a true professional..year is coming to an end...i'm left with almost 1 year wif ns..and 1 half year to uni...i gotta recover my feet soon man..argh =.= went safti mi dat day and met edward WTF wad a small world la..and i met yong sheng in the toilet(wad a climatic way of meeting him LOL) seems like the fit guys i know all kena injuries and posted to slack..wa lau *MEANS I NOT FIT LA DEN KENA POSTED TO CHIONG SUA EVEN IF INJURED* =.=" hahahs =P i just love thinking to myself la, dats wad makes me randomic..=.= randomic.. 

The physio was nice la wa but she said same thing as my podiatrist..impact all land to Achilles heel and not calf..cause calf too tight..shdnt have did too much tip toeing to strengthen calves till dey resist shock =.=...maybe i shd go safti mi be medic for physio la..cause i experienced every inch of my body having injuries liao..piangs the ULTRA SOUND WHERE GOT RELAXING..MY HEELS HURTS LIKE CRAZY WHEN IT WAS RUBBED =.=...nevertheless the exercises dat stretches my heels seem effective but EXHAUSTING AND TORTUROUS(its super pain -.-).. i just dunno why when i play ball the pain all goes away for the moment and comes back after it ends -_- ironic la.. i..really want to improve myself and be a real ace player..den can lead team rays to victory soon..cant let other friends, guys come in play for us to help us improve game situation liao..CANT LET TJ AND SASHI PILLAY LOOK DOWN ON ME -.-")( and at dis moment i'm thinking..maybe also muz prove sz wrong..he's kinda so optimistic wif the way he views stuff..if its thought to be like dat..it will turn out the way he thinks...nothing's definite la..its only 5 games...time to stop and change everything =D and..sian he also never support me..tsk =.= but nvm la HAHA i'll be there..

WA ya den today i sent a guy to NUH..piangs there so close to NUS =D my future uni..so awesome la the place..and i see the ball courts..SO OPEN -.-.........i starting to get used to playing ball at night and under shelter liao =p pampered huh xD for now..i just wanna play ball...stay out..and hang out with friends more often..maybe shd try 1 time clubbing with my friends-_- all ask me but i refuse =P...lets see wad's installed for me dis long weekend la :D hope i spend it fruitfully..

Hope this fellow baller recovers soon from her injured leg, takes time but trust your own body*woah darren's quote..* it'll be back! muahahha confirm won't see dis post one cause i'm just that mysterious and anonymous in front of her :) 

wa lau...finally completed emt course liao only to realise i'm posted to 30 sce..wtf..i got serious leg injuries la hw to chiong sua si mi lj laaaaa @_@....i think i totally need to give up basketball for a while liao lol team rays ur on ur own! :D the leopard crawling..the bcs tentage..the ivs...the bandaging..the stinky no.4 and lbv..gosh...makes me wonder..hmm maybe shd just chiong for red beret..now or never hahahs, but nvm la..=.= den wth 30 sce..alvin rauf and hafiz all go same camp as me but be med ctr medic wtf..hw can it be la..i somemore stay in..dis is omega bullshit..=.=

Its the 4th week since emt started already, been through some stuff..like being platoon ic to begin with..then course ic..=.= everyday taking critics from my boss lol.. she's cool though she always rushes me to gather all the platoons ic to hurry up -_-..

I began with hope of finding peace in my ns life, but it turned out the other way, now we've ended phase 1 and moving onto phase 2, the only thing i can think of is another turn out in mock 4.. or the rigourous leopard crawl with..hmm who sia, i hope is my bunk mates.. furthermore..with tmr's pam test coming up..i am totally not confident of passing this course liao..haix.. a person's life is at stake and i'm a medic..hw can i save lives? ask me take lives more easy la LOL *um chioing*

Met some great friends here too, i'm somewhat lucky la, my bunk mates are great men who came from some of the greatest units..awesome man, though sometimes i do bicker with them, show attitude, i totally apologize for that..sometimes i just contain my stress levels too greatly till they outburst all at once..like that day during night's out where i practically shunned chester..very sorry man..to matthew also, i totally displayed a craptacular feat of being so sensitive over small stuff..adding on to being an immature moron in front of my iv buddy mark...-_-, shit speaking of iv, i keep tripping lately, not being able to hit the direct spot..i totally placed kenneth into a very pain position cause i JUST ZHAM INTO HIS SKIN -.-...wa lau...why cant i just see the vein man?! ARGH.. and in situation where time is limited,,i will always fluster..its just the hidden anxiety which i cant control..my legs hands, whole body keep shaking as though i;m gg into elipsey..

Then, just came back from bo..its considered somewhat like confinement man..like wad our boss said if u wan sleep, let u sleep through the weekends..and dats exactly wad i did with my 3 buddies in the room..watching vasantham channel during depavali..LOL GRAJINI!!! its an awesome movie with twist of events man..everyone shd catch it :D bollywood POWER!.. xD

Then its shang zhi's birthday today! i received his letter on fri, only to read it on sun morning..hahaha he's kinda poor guy la, but i credit him cause he did complete his rp vocation course with lots of chiongsuaness, so he deserve to be cut some slack on ns..jia you man..after they ord u own liao ur rank keeps upping unlike mine! LOL one regret is i couldn't persuade u to join my team..it'd be great to have you on my team.. went k boxing wif him, xm and yu hui..hahah we went crazy la but fun always have to come to an end..i gotta book in..so had to leave early..sigh sorry my friends! :( guess for a greater future, i have to complete this course yeah? :| a verbosity of emotions..shit i think i used wrong word..rofl, mixture of many emotions.is just driving me nuts..

Anyways i find my socialising skills have deterioated badly sio.. i just sat there stunned..maybe im tired or wad..i cant crack lame jokes nor talk to xm just now..haix haix LOL jia lat le laaa :O as i'm typing this..it brings me back to wad my boss told me...ur outfit looks shitty today, and u look like a pregnant lady..wad the..i think i need chiong sua moderatelY(taking consideration of my badly injured heels) to maintain my body weight sio.. which also reminds me..wa lau..300 bucks for biometric leg..its for the betterment of my health and future i guess..flat foot..i need to overcome dat problem to jump higher and play better ball..for the team, not only the team, but for nus in future :D which i hope sk wld be gg dere too -_- who knows wad might happen in future? i think he'll prolly get in i guess but then there's the uncertain future ba..

I envy shang zhi, he has the gift of basketball iq and character that attracts everybody(OEI DUN UM CHIO WHEN U READ DIS LOL) him and shi kun are some of my buddies whom i truly respect and cherish and sometimes even look up to. The team matters have finally been settled..hope jerseys come in time..den we can start playing on sats on jammers league le..i'll confirm try my best to get ready for this competition..i'm nt gonna give up my dreams till its impossible to realise man..to be the greatest la hahahs. To all my uni friends out there! jia you!! i know its tough life.. but its all for the future! :D so..now here..i go again..gonna book in :(

ahhh medic course has finally started..=.= its called emt(emergency medical technician) a hardcore course den previous bmcs -_- the frequent knock it downs due to some ah hem ppl who kept moving in the file, and the cheeky smiles from our dear sgt -_- lessons are so boring, lectures..=.= practicals also so HOT -.- main thing is i got nothing in my mind despite shaking my head saying YEAH UNDERSTOODED -_-...understooded.LOL it was kinda UNPOSSIBLE -.- to fail the cpr test but i still did the impossible.. i failed it so many times..i practically killed 7 infants and barely saved 1..super emo =.= hw to save life..let me back into hqmc! AHHHHHHHH -.- shang so song..can 8-5 or rest 1 day sia la..=.= i'm now left with 10 weeks liao..and iv is tmr! -.- sian i forgotten everything liao jia lat -_-..lucky thing is iv can take up to half a day, so very song can slack le! :D stupid mo refuses to give me medicine or wad..instead sends me to physio..wa lau if i miss lessons jia lat le la..consperm fail the tests and stay back on sat..which i predict this is wad's gonna happen to me this coming sat -_- damn it..bandaging..and equipment tests..theory can tikum i guess..(A) we'll see hw? :D